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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|10:20 am] |
I'm starting p90x today
I have been doing some of the work out however I was following the program
so today I'm changing that around.
for those not aware p90x is the newest workout video
its getting huge reviews online and the results are fantastic
I for one am feeling fantastic after doing my own mini work outs
pics will be up on FB within a few days.
You'r supposed to have starting pictures then at 30 days 60days and 90days
in other news I have commencement in less than a month (happiness) and then I will have my English degree *whew* taking time off was for the best but had I known I needed so little to graduate I would have finished.. who knows where I would be know.
Such is life.
As for personal life, I'm still single. Slowly getting used to it. Some days are better than others, as is always the case. Keeping positive, and looking to the future. Still got the pup =) he's been doing really good recently. and with me going to school I have more time at home to spend with him so that's nice. Once school is over we'll see what happens.
IN the meantime, school work, I got a ps3 awhile back and Dragon Age is the game of choice atm for me. And the first weekend of Dec there is a ren faire in Madison I'm going to with some friends. (Thats the plan at least) so things are going. =)
thats all the time for today kids join us next week for "life of chuck" same bat time same bat channel |
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[Nov. 16th, 2009|02:35 pm] |
We sat and talked today, it has been so long since our worlds crossed.
"Thank you" he said to me
"For what?"
"Giving me the chance to live."
"I never had control over your life, you know that."
"perhaps, but you could have gotten rid of me."
"I needed you to be around. You were an escape, an out lit for my own frustrations."
"Is that all?"
"No. You got to do the things I always wanted, and you had the power to express your self
in the ways I can't."
"Tell me something."
"?"
"Why do we do it?"
"I'm not sure Maverick. Perhaps because we enjoy the game. Or perhaps we never know when to fold."
He nodded and we shared a drink. It was a good night |
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|06:03 pm] |
-What happened to you Maverick? I remember... so long ago. You were alive, and kind. You sought to protect the innocent.
-I could not live a lie. While I waited on that island, the world was changing. No one would allow them self to get involved unless told to. Those two watched each other but never said a word towards their feelings. I felt suffocated.
-So you left and became this?
-No first I left, and experienced the world without a guardian looking over my shoulder and editing it for me. After that... after that....
-Yes?
-I feel in love... and she walked away from me.
-...........
-Its been a blur of pain since then. So I keep putting one foot in front of the other. I let life guide me. I fear nothing except not trying. I will not let myself wonder "why didn't I try". Win or lose I try.
-But you've strayed so far from the path you once walked.
-Yes I have.
-Why?
-Because I'm alone. We are not meant to walk this world alone. Hand in hand we are to walk with those we trust and call friends.
-So why not return to your friends?
-You make it sound like I left them... I did no such thing... they left me behind. That's why I stray.... |
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[Nov. 9th, 2009|04:02 pm] |
That's not a word
Ahh yes it is...
Use it in a sentence
Every morning I "spramp" my face with cold water. The water "spramps" over the rocks"
I'm spramped if I do, I'm spramped if I don't
waaay to much Will and Grace |
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[Aug. 26th, 2009|03:22 pm] |
slamming into the floor, hurts a lot more than people expect when viewing the bamboo. But its real enough and the pain is real- all to real.
"You are not concentrating Maverick." the wrinkled old master scolded. His eyes were narrow from working the fields and gazing, longing at the sky. The few strands of hair that remained served no purpose except to remind how close he played to the edge of oblivion and the truth of mortality.
"I know master."
"your mind is distracted again."
"Yes master." Maverick nodded in agreement, his thoughts recently had been somewhere else. A candle lit room, an uncomfortable mattress and a figure breathing softly next to him.
"If you do not learn focus you can never master you your abilities. They will always be out of your reach, and you will never learn your place in this world."
The smell of mango and mandarin filled his mind. His grin told the master his response before the elf twirled from sitting- to headstand- to feet in a motion as fluid and gentle as water flows around a stone at the bottom of the stream.
"Maverick do you understand me? You will never learn to control your powers unless you focus your mind!"
"So?" the grin remained, and his eyes became pure. |
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| round the table pt3 |
[Aug. 18th, 2009|01:48 pm] |
Faith and their relationship with it
"Faith is when we believe in something we cannot prove. I have seen gods and spoken with them. I have seen creation. I have never seen anything more than a concept end. Do I have faith? Hard to say when I've seen almost everything." -Maverick
"Faith is a romantic illusion held by the weak of heart and mind. There is only law that governs." -Blackjack
"Faith is the greatest weapon. Faith makes your mind sharper, the muscles stronger and your will greater." -Sir David Bladelord
"What is my opinion of faith? Those without it lead a sad existence, denying their own souls." -The Eternal
"I have lived for too long to not believe in something greater than everyone I know pulling the strings and planning, always one step ahead of the game." -Zoro the White Dragon Warrior
"I will never let the prayers go unanswered. Though I cannot always fix the problem, I listen to every voice that cries out." -Kelton
"It is the simplest farmer who takes up a pitchfork to defend their home from impossible numbers that inspires me and reminds of what I stand for and who I seek to protect." -Lady Anna
"Faith? Faith is weak, belief is when there is no doubt of faith. I believe in my god, and I believe that his will is my life." -Wrath
"I do not believe or fear the deities. They fear me." -Darknor
"Over the centuries my faith has been tested, and I can truthfully say I am not as pious as many would like to believe." -Kobob
"It has been a fun run. Keeping one step ahead of everyone. To secretly know and gently manipulate from behind the scenes. I must hold to my beliefs that I will make this world a better place." -Song Moonglow
"Faith is an illusion of mortality. Given time all will crumble and fail." -Seemore |
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[Aug. 13th, 2009|07:25 pm] |
as per a request- on family it will be the same people, so specifics are on a request basis.
"Family are the people who love you, do not judge you. And no matter what you do, or how badly you screw up; will always be there for you." -Maverick
"Family is a concept we have to feel closer to people. Perhaps it is one of the most powerful of bonds, save love. It is a bond I hope to one day share with others." -Blackjack
"I have failed my family twice. When my wife died, and when I failed to be there for my child. I have been given another chance, not only am I lucky beyond anything even Maverick could do; but I will not waste this chance. For my daughter is my inspiration and guiding light. Her unfailing courage and faith... I have never known another to hold such unfaltering values." -Sir David Bladelord
"I pray that my son sees me as a father and not a symbol, I do not hold him to standards the world holds him to. Rather I hold him to the standards I hold any other boy his age. Live your life my child and I will always proud." -The Eternal
"My kind does not protect their clutch. My darker side left me to die. I have adopted others as my family. I will kill any who threaten their well being." -Zoro the White Dragon Warrior
"I have lived thousands of generations. See the rise and fall of countless nations. The suns appear and burn out. The life and death of entire races and people. Fought wars out hundreds of battlefields. I have loved one woman without bounds, had two sons; and lost them all." -Kelton
"My family was poor and gave me to my god at a young age so that I would not starve. I do not hate them, but I wonder what I would have become if I had their influence." -Lady Anna
"I killed my family at the order of my god. I would take my own life were he to say. Family, friends, love, are all meaningless before his will." -Wrath
"I have no family, but were I to have one? I would move the heavens and burn down the gates if anyone tried to take them from me." -Darknor
"My allies are my family. And I require nothing more in life than their smiles, and laughter." -Kobob
"I left my family for a new land. And found a new family. She is my rising and setting sun. Play on fair muse, and I listen." -Song Moonglow
ta-dah!
more requests?
people you want to hear from?
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[Aug. 12th, 2009|12:30 am] |
so I've been thinking, mostly that no one reads my ranting here so this should work out just fine.
Random thoughts was..... a random thought, on the thoughts of my characters. What they believe or think on certain topics. So I'll drop one of these every week or so...
if there is anyone reading this- what would you like to know?
today's topic- feelings on death.
"When I think of death I don't think of my own, but rather- who am I going to lose next? And how will I cope?" -Maverick
"Life and death are two sides of the same coin. Neither can be fully understood. So accept which end is facing up for you." -Blackjack
"Death is a part of life. Your soul joins anew and is given another chance. Nothing ends, it just continues in a new form." -Sir David Bladelord
"I do not fear death, rather I fear that when mine comes I will not face it with humility and honor." -The Eternal
"I have watched countless lives wither before my eyes. Nations rise and fall. Death dose not affect one like me. Yet death has but to touch one and I fear I will never recover." -Zoro the White Dragon Warrior
"Immortality is the greatest burden I have ever been blessed with. I seek to see her again." -Kelton
"Death approaches all of us. I shall face mine with courage." -Lady Anna
"Death is a means to my ends." -Wrath
"Seek not death, for I shall find you." -Darknor
"Death is only meaningful if you lived with meaning." -Kobob
"Each individual creates its own music. When they die, the tempo merely changes for those they knew, but it never stops." -Song Moonglow
that's all I can think of for now. other people? different topics. I'm open to suggestions |
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[Aug. 10th, 2009|08:29 am] |
Maverick woke like so many other mornings; his head ached from the nightmares, his throat was dry and eyelids heavy. The routine was like so many other mornings. Rise, shower, change, groom, eat then head out for the days adventures.
But recently a change had been sneaking into his day. When he went to the mirror to shave the mirror smiled back at him.
"Good morning Maverick."
It is an odd feeling to speak to one's reflection and to be reminded that such things happen, thus, you are not crazy. Still Maverick did not enjoy these conversations with his darker half so a slight mumble was the greeting offered in reply.
"What was that Maverick? You know you should stand up straight and answer clearly. That IS how you were taught isn't it?"
He grumbled under his breath before replying "Morning."
"There we are. See how nice things are when we are civil? How are things going dear boy?" The smile appeared again, stretching freakishly from ear to ear. Of course he knew how things were, he was a reflection not a lost entity.
"Fine."
"Oh? Dear Maverick you need to learn to lie better to me. My boy you've been having problems sleeping again. To much time for sleep and nothing to occupy your mind?" The laugh was empty and hollow as the reflection glanced towards the empty bed. "Its been like that for much longer than your used to. Poor poor lost boy. I'm sure there is SOMEONE out there who will take pity on you..."
Maverick's fist struck the mirror, thousands of cracks did not banish the darkness of his heart, but split it. Thousands of faces starred back at him, all grinning. He was losing control and slipping back into darkness. The fear was so intense a cold sweat was instant. It clouded his eyes and all he could wonder was why... why was he left behind? |
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[Aug. 5th, 2009|08:17 pm] |
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no longer going to look for a house. Going to try and get a 6month lease where I'm at, just enough to finish school and a tad bit extra, then I'm going to see what else is out there.
I'm tired of my doldrum life. Coming home to Harvey is cool, but its not enough. My friends are moving away or are not around a lot so I'm spending more and more time alone. And its not good for me.
I've lived alone, I've been alone. Time to grasp life by the balls and declare myself the dominate one. Once I have my diploma things will change.
In the mean time if they won't let me sign a shorter lease, I'll most likely move back home. Stay with mom for a time. I'm hoping it doesn't come to that. But I have few other options with a dog counting on me.
So that's that. Ta-dah and crap.
Week from Friday is Phantom- then renfaire. The white suit has been cleaned and inspected; ready to go, just need to iron the samurai garb.
In other news: is anyone looking to adopt a dog? I'm finding myself with less and less time to properly take care of Harvey. Any questions or just mild interest let me know. |
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[Jun. 17th, 2009|07:17 pm] |
RAWR!!!!!! *snarl rawr*
sorry... just frustrated.. trying to get it outta my system....
please disregard the following...
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*whew*
thast better....
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....guess not... |
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[May. 28th, 2009|10:16 pm] |
rawr ><
want to break things... |
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[May. 27th, 2009|06:22 pm] |
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"Good morning young prince."
"Morning already? I can never fully understand how you tell if its day or night in this accursed land."
"Dear Prince, Heaven is not some foul flame ridden pit you are used to. Here things are kinder and simpler."
"Like my guards?"
the angelic warden frowned, looked like a puppy trying to growl. No matter how menacing it the dark prince they were still harmless.
"I want to continue our conversation."
the demon smiled from behind the bars. The fools....
"It shall be as thus: when the dead walk the land. A guardian will emerge. Dark will bond with light and vanquish it. And so the king of death shall retreat. Lore will be hidden again and magic will die."
"Yes, well all that has happened. Except Malatar still lives. Perhaps prince you are wrong."
"I am never wrong angel. Darknor, is never wrong..."
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Often, to clear his mind, Malatar would walk the grounds of Luminary castle. It brought a great sadness to him and returned his mind to the present. allowing himself to focus on the tasks at hand. Yet tonight- no such peace was offered. The war had ended. The Lich's forces were driven back, Darknor remained in his prison. Things would right themselves. Yet something was amiss. Something he couldn't place. He was so engrossed he never heard her approach until the first blow was struck.
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Blood everywhere, the tiny wizard brought up another spell, trying to buy himself a little bit more time. But his attacker was relentless. The dragon could ignore and reflect most of his spells and with attack he came closer to ending this fight forever. yet Kobob was not with out a few tricks. He loathed to call upon such power.
"It is time mage." the assailant taunted. Preferring the simpler form of an elven male, he was allowed full range of the room and his natural dexterity. The mage, easily a quarter his size had no such advantage.
"What do you seek Draco?"
The smile was all that was needed, his Kobob had starred down demons and gods, and yet this would be his last hour. Silently he promised, he would make: his god, and his friends proud.
*********
Her mace battered him over and over. Malatar could hardly summon the will the keep the simplest of spells in his mind. Never had he faced such a foe perhaps the power remained in the weapon... but he could not concentrate.
"It ends tonight Uncle. I will take your powers and Luminary will be reborn to a greater power than the world has ever seen. And all for my master."
Taking a deep breath Malatar summoned the last bit of his energy- his staff- the symbol of his power and his godliness shattered and scattered across the world. Seven pieces for the seven most trusted.
Then the mace fell and darkness came.
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A twinge of pity his Draco as he looked down at Kobob's limp form. He could have lived and served their cause. Yet what he was here for was now done. He waited for only a few moments longer before a small piece of wood shot through the window and landed at his feet. The raw power rippled through his system. Why should Wrath have all the glory? No tonight Draco vowed he would purge the world.
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In the heavens- balanced was upset. Rising from his throne he knew it was time.
Like the mythical fallen angel- Armos descended to the realm of mortals. It was time to fix things. |
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[May. 12th, 2009|05:21 pm] |
"Why do you do it Maverick?"
the question still hangs in my mind. Every time I am alone, I hear it again.
over and over.
"Why do you do it Maverick?"
Sometimes I can answer, other times...
Immortality is one of the greatest curses I have ever endured.
Seeing so many friends and lovers pass. Watching the world around
me change. Feeling like a leaf caught in the current.
"Why do you do it Maverick?"
I've lived for a long time. And I am not yet at the end.
Years will pass, decades.. but what do I have to show for it?
"Why do you do it Maverick?"
Why? I to be worth it. |
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[Apr. 26th, 2009|12:08 am] |
"Tell me why you do it Maverick."
Mavericks eyes looked up to the reflection in the glass of his penthouse window. The questioner was tall- huge by most standards. Standing almost seven feet tall. Of course this was a byproduct of his nature. As part dragon he could shape change at will. The height came when he was aggravated. The eyes of his friend were a terrifying light blue. Almost unnatural and they unnerved Maverick; who had seen almost everything one could imagine.
"Need to be more specific Zoro, doing what?"
"Don't pull that with me." the anger could be sensed. "I want to know why you subject yourself to this."
Maverick's head drooped, and he muttered before his brain could stop the lips.
"I miss her."
Zoro took a step forward, Maverick's eyes blazed to an unnatural life and a wall of energy sprang to life between them.
"You need to get over it. She's gone."
"She left."
"Either way, she's not here. So why?"
"Why do I subject myself night after lonely night? Why to try to find others out there as cold and miserable as myself? Because even though it won't last for one night someone gives a damn about me. And their not afraid to say it, or show it."
"Mav....,"
"Get out."
A silent nod, and he was alone again with his thoughts. Maverick poured himself and other glass of wine, and willed his natural resistances away for a bit, allowing the alcohol to take over his senses. At least tonight it would dull the feelings.
Listening to the rain outside, his gaze shifted to the tapestry hanging on the wall. The only decoration he ever allowed in his home. A silent remembrance of a love.
Ravenspire. |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2009|11:44 pm] |
Can't sleep.
I find myself laying in bed for hours trying to, waiting. Kinda like christmas except tomorrow won't bring presents.
I find myself to be arrogant. I enjoy being important, true many if not all of us do. But I personally feel that mine is deeper rooted. My father wasn't around a lot as I grew up. I spent a lot of time with my mother. So I crave female attention and affection. In fact, i define myself by it. Without a significant other I feel worthless. If they are unhappy... same result. But at the same time (this is where I really think I'm screwed up) I want and need the knowledge that I'm important. Its not enough to simply be there for someone. I (arrogantly) think I cover that well with my friends. I am there for them at times, not nearly as often as I should be. But I like to listen and help with problems. Makes me feel good. Coming in second place, isn't good enough for me in many issues.
So here I am in a relationship. Not sure if its going anywhere. I care about her, immensely. And I want to be with her, as often as I can. Yet i keep finding myself drawn to that same conclusions.
I am not as mature as I would like to think I am, or as mature as I want to be. So its a strange toss up if these feelings are a form of immaturity or if there is a basis of reason behind them. Perhaps both.
When our relationship began we spent a great deal of time together. Living only a block away can do that. After she graduated that changed. She moved closer to her job and we began to drift. I can say that during this point I was the shit in the deal. I wasn't as mature as I should have been. She did come to visit me a lot.
Now things get rocky- and I have my doubts. But I am fearful of not seeing her again. Of not being in her gaze, or feeling her arms around me. So I asked her to marry me.
Come to present. She is living with her family, as its closer to her job, and I'm still in point. The same good awful dead end job that I didn't have to do much to get. Like so much else in my life. And I find myself thinking about this relationship.
While the ruling of me being an ass isn't taken off the table- i have to wonder.
Its no secret I get jealous of my friends when she's around. Her eyes light up. She smiles wider. And in the past few months she has come to town less and less often to see me. In fact- the reasoning for visits is to see my friends.
So I don;t feel important, or appreciated. Granted I haven't cured cancer so I probably don't deserve much recognition but hey this is my Live journal so I'm gonna go with the arrogance. When I hear she's going to do things with them, i get mad. Hell i get furious. And I'm not going to stop her from doing those things, goodness no, that's not the point. The point is that she doesn't seem to ever want to do things with me.
Perhaps I'm too old fashion. But I believe that in a relationship, both of you must continue to grown and learn. Make accommodations for the other one. Sometimes you have to give on your views to make them happy. But this should not be a burden, and it should not be given with the intent of getting back.
So I've been depressed lately. Months actually. I don't say things because I don't want people to give out of pity or because they feel "its the right thing to do". So I'm stuck in this perpetual cycle of my own stupidity- while being silent nothing changes, I don't inconvenience anyone and likewise nothing happens which in turn means I feel worthless and of no use so it pushes me farther down.
Lets compound this all with my father's death.
I'm still not over it. I miss him, every day. Sad songs come on the radio, or something that reminds me of him and I have to chock back tears. I believe that my father is not pleased with me. Lets face it I'm lazy- I've hardly worked for things in my life- I'm not putting forth enough effort to fix my relationship (if I was we wouldn't have any issues). There are a few others things, but those will remain my little secret. Lets go with- I'm a bad person who made mistakes.
so we add this together and ta-dah there I am. a passive aggressive adolescent who has separation issues with his family and friends. I thirst for attention and want to hear people say they love me but I don't want to ask for it. Nor do i want to get in other people's way for it even at my own expense. through it all I'm so starved to feel loved i cry myself to sleep most nights- only to find my dreams are full of scenes only reinforcing these ideas. Like a three year old I wake in the night afraid to open my eyes or get outta bed cause the bogyman might be there. my depression and the stress I put myself through (cause lets face no matter what I'm gonna think its my fault) has taken to my body. Beyond sleeping my neck, shoulders and back have been filling with knots. I'm tired all the time and grow to hate my life more and more.
so why say all this now?
/shrug
makes me feel slightly better to see it on the screen. And because i don't think my family reads my live journal. So they won;t be worrying about me.
i don't offer this post as an explanations of past wrongs I've done. or even as an excuse. Hell I don't offer this post to anyone. this is my expression- its my damn journal.
so what do I want?
i want to feel loved, i want someone to love me- because they want to and for no other reason. and I want to be told/shown that I matter to them. |
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[Mar. 24th, 2009|04:40 pm] |
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"Excuse me."
The blue orbs focused on the woman standing there. Business Casual, must've just gotten off the shift. Her hair once had been pulled back in a bun, now small groups had broken free, fighting their own miniature rebellion against the hair tie which oppressed them. Her brown eyes were fixed. She was eying him up as well. She didn't seem impressed. Then again, no one did when they first met Maverick.
"What can I do for you? Ms........?" He waved a waitress over- who handed him a drink and waiting for the woman's order.
"Maria.... and I'll have a water."
"Well Maria, since we're on a first name basis as you obviously know who I am. What can I do for you this evening?"
Hey face scrunched up, eyes narrowing.
"I am well aware you did not use my name, but no one approaches me in this night club who does not know me. So I ask again, what can I do for you?"
She relaxed a bit and pulled out a tape recorder.
"I'm conducting a series of articles for the local paper and I was hoping to get a statement or two from you."
"No."
Shock crossed her face, then was replaced by a cold journalism clam.
"Mr. Heart many people are wondering about you and some of your dealings. Along with the reports that you have connections to the underworld. What are your feelings about this?" She switched the recorder on.
"My feelings are: How are you going to get all this on that tiny voice box, when all it will pick up the bass? Further more- such a smoky atmosphere is bad for such simple electronics and it will most certainly short out."
She raised an eyebrow at him. The club had not fully opened yet, the dj was still setting up and this was a non smoking establishment. Yet her recorder sputtered, smoked and promptly died. She looked in shock then annoyance at him.
"So its true. You can make things happen."
"Not at all, I'm just lucky."
"Are you going to be like this all night?"
"Only as long as your drinking water." Maverick smiled as if he hadn't a care in the world.
Maria raised her hand and ordered a scotch.
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[Mar. 13th, 2009|05:49 pm] |
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Maverick my friend,
grant me your luck tonight.
Not that I find the arms of someone,
but that they find mine |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2009|07:52 am] |
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this is my rant for the day
*ahem*
I have sat back and read (almost done now) with the Clone Commando series by Karen Traviss. Te books are awesome for starters. However there is a much more important issue to discuss aside from the corruption that swept through the Jedi council... but I digress.
Being human, being loved and living your life.
The clone troopers who are featured in these books know their lives were made to serve. The republic they were created for and those that made them- do not view them as humans or as living things. They hold no rights and when they are two old or unable to preform their "duty" they are executed.
Yet through it all many of them manage to find more to live for. Be it love or otherwise.
Its the relationships that I want to bring your attention to and (hopefully) make sense why I'm writing this.
The clones live a dangerous life. Aside from aging so fast being in the front lines can cut your life rather short rather quickly.
in a nut shell-
you don't always have tomorrow.
I recently had a relationship split- and i miss her. Terribly. In a vain hope, I keep alive the dream that this is temporary and that we will get back together. So for me these feelings I write "seem" more profound.
Tell them you care. No don't say "I love you" to whomever your special someone is. "I love you" is a phrase overly used. And as anything thats overly used it's almost completely lost its meaning. TELL them how much they matter. Tell them that you can't live without them ect.
tomorrow may never come for you or for them. So please- PLEASE take today as that chance. |
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[Feb. 24th, 2009|10:40 pm] |
i dreamed I was missing
you were so scared
but no one would listen
no one else cared.
after my dreaming
I woke with this fear
what am I leaving
when I'm done? |
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